possibly the best cake of all time

bugs

this boy is so tremendous.



had the pleasure of seeing him play in october and i've been hooked ever since.

lovely jeff left on wednesday, which was sad and kind of sobering. it feels like i’ve been on a high this past month, with the end of uni and organising the exhibition, living at pitt st and only sleeping a few hours each night, so him not being here is like a little jolt back to reality. i hate goodbyes. why do i seem to make friends with the people who are going away?

things have been happening really fast, i have to do a double take to notice all the changes going on around me.





grown pretty fond of those boys, they’re beautiful and make me happy.

this new found freedom from uni is restricting and claustrophobic. now i’m looking at all the people and responsibilities i’ve been neglecting over the past few months and feeling guilty about something i couldn’t really control. on the upside i’ve been sleeping so deeply these past few days that i haven’t even been dreaming, just closing my eyes at night and opening them again in the morning with nothing in between. it’s like some weird time displacement, like i’m skipping 10 hours with every blink.



i’m just waiting for normality to creep back into my life and settle down like dust over everything i do so that the days feel like my own again.

i bought a record player and it has a sexy sound.
i want to dance but there's too much furniture in this room.

away we go

1 day till the weekend
5 days till assessment
12 days till grad show
26 days till summer

but who's counting?

these are a few of my favourite things

kiwi pops! kiwi fruit squashed into iceblock holders and frozen to perfection. they're tart, green, seed-studded happiness that have made these past few heat-addled days just dreamy.
those, and frozen mango on a stick.

sweet pea